Saturday, 11 February 2012

DEPAN kata lain, BELAKANG kata lain..


Bile dgr je tajuk ni, sume xsuke punye.. Hey! Spe la yg ske ade fwen/neighbor/classmate/dormate yg ade attitude mcm ni kan?? Hurm sakit taw 4 the person who had experience this case.. I had an experience regarding this actually.. It was happened a few years ago.. I can’t simply forget it coz it bring ‘something’ 4 my life.. It was about a girl whose actually ‘my friend’.. Dye ni klu kat dpn2, biase je la.. and sometimes ktorg mesra la gak.. And that attitude make me feel that she can be one of my great friend.. U know what, that perception was a high appreciation if someone had tought u like that! Dye ni bley diklasifikasikan as a caring fwen coz if i sakit or ade probs, she’ll ask.. I love this kind of person.. Always alert of her surrounding. 

But.. unfortunately.. malangnye.. sedihnye.. kcewanye..
               
 She’s not whom I’m thinking.. Ada satu hari ni, ktorg kne brkumpul kat dewan.. boys n girls was not to easy to gather together.. so, I was the one who make a move.. I took the initiative to go towards the boys and try to discuss baik2 saja.. tp she says loudly ( smpai sume girls kat situ dgr) “nak mggedik la tu”.. I didn’t knew it..until sorang lagi kwn told me that she said that to me.. Bygkan la brtapa sedihnye perasaan time tu.. In my mind I didn’t expect that she was the one who said it.. I thought others.. starting on that day, my respect towards her become low3! I am too disappointed.. it was like “she gave me a nice parcel, and when I open it, it was a stinky carcass! Huh! I’m really sick of it.. Hurm I’m just reda.. This is what Islam teach.. “Allah sedang mnguji hamba-Nya”..N I face that test calmly .. “Segala yg berlaku adlah rhsia Allah” I really believe that.. At least I had a lesson, rite? J I didn’t blame that girl.. plus..i’m thanked her bcoz she make me realize that I’m not a perfect person who can make everyone like me.. itulah lumrah alam.. Thanks  Allah coz give something from what had happened..

Me n that girl?

We’re still fwen! I try to delete what she had done n I think friendship is more precious than remembering the old passed pain memories.. 


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